Paris Girl Geek

Umm... This saturday nite I spend to work on my 3ds project. I'll show you the result after it finish :p

Well things that bothered me is... My bof haven't call ne today. He's home alone, well usually he asked me to accompany him and... you know the rest.
But he didn't. I keep guessing. He even didn't tell me that he's alone. I knew it from his twitter.
I will let him not calling me, I'll not calling him. Let's see how long he wil stand. Me? I can stand. No feeling, just needed. That's makes me stand not call even ignore him.

Bestfriends <3

Emmm... Today is exhausted. As always. Friday never be free-day for me. Mmm...
Alhamdulilah no operational research today. Yay!
But now sleeping and cuddling in my bed. Still there are few homeworks to do.
Tomorrow will be 3ds tutorial, then I want to watch movie.. But no one to ask to accompany me. Ahh.. Sad.

jadi gini..
Februari bakal ada bazar di gramedia expo, bayarnya 500,000 dan harus lunas sebelum januari.
Nggak punya uang :(

cuman ada 200, itu pun mau dibuat beli barang lagi.

aku inget dikasi papa 15juta buat uang apa aja, terserah.
kayaknya bakal pake itu deh
eman sih :(
tapi mau gimana lagiii..... :'(
duh ga tau ah..
galau bisnis akhir2 ini melandaku pengen nangis deh
mau curhat ga ada yang bisa diajak omong :(

Kirim seseorang kayak Bruno Mars buat aku ya Allah >..<

I'm totally envy with the girl on this video..
I wanna be her...
Aaaa.. Bruno Mars ganteng..
Kalo dinyanyiin Marry You sama Bruno Mars bakal langsung meleleh..
Beneran :|

So this is his assignment, making chess with many variatiions of chess. Not like the reguler chess we find in store.
This has android theme.
Well.. Hope he got best scores at this. :)

ternyata.... saya tidak menang di telkomsel bootcamp. heheh
yasudlah..
gpp.. ga rugi juga kok ^^

I don't like   Monday


nggak biasanya Monday-blue kayak gini.

Nggak ada semangat which I don't know why..
Umm... males banget ke kampus, cuman pengen di rumah, ngadep laptop sama main laptop, download film, dan upload barang jualan ke internet.
Mehh....
ga produktif yaa
I want my holiday soon :(

This is the pic that I got from my BBM's display picture.
Actually, this one just as usual as a "tumblr" pic, but I just like the meaning. So true, so honest...
Ahahha.. now you see that this pic just a weird stuff..
but it's true right?

we did it again..

but now much love than desire..

mmm...

I know, I've been so cold with you lately.
I don't know whether you feel it or not..
I just feel tired with our relationship, I just feel that this relationship cannot be prolonged any longer..
But on the other hand..
I still need you..
I still need you as a friend, a close friend that I can ask to talk even in the middle of the night. A friend that I can ask for a help when I don't know who I have to count on.
But it's like I've had enough with you..
I'm sick that you always humiliate me, when everybody says good about what I've achieved you always say in contrary.
I know that you mean to wake me up, that I'm not the best in the world. But at least give me a compliment once, I need it.
Then when I realized that you're not the one, because I still don't feel that 'thing' between us, makes me think twice about everything that I'm gonna do with you.

I don't love you anymore..
I bet you'll say the same to me..
Every feeling that happen between us, just because it's become a regular feeling, that we need. Not because of love.
I don't know how long I can be survive hide this feeling.
I don't want to hurt you.
I don't wanna be your enemy.
I still want we keep in touch together.
But I don't know why I just need the time of my life right now.
Alone...

 Jadi ini yang aku isi di kolom describing your ideas di Telkomsel Startup Bootcamp. Bukan masalah menang atau kalah sih, tapi biar ide ini ga menguap gitu aja di otakku. Lagian ini kan tugas PSIB, lumayan kan cyiinn kalo tugas berbuah kemenangan (cieehh...). Enjoy to read it <3

I called my idea as "Bukuku Untukmu"

The main point of my idea is giving used book to someone needs. As we know the interest in reading in Indonesia is rather low, from my opinion it is caused because we are not educated to read books since we are child and also the price of a book only can reach by few people who has much money. Book seems not become the priority as an entertainment and education tools in our society. Whereas actually there are many children out there willingly to read a book, but they just don't know how to get it. They don't have enough money or maybe their parents not allow them to buy a storybook.

So, we decided to make a movement where everybody wants to contribute their used book, especially storybook, to street children, poor children, orphanage or non accredited school. I'm sure that actually they need and want to read many books, but unfortunately they cannot.

To begin this movement I'll start from my country first, Surabaya. We can gather used book from many people in my campus or asking for help from community around us to gather used book and give it to the society that I mention above. To prevent overload/under load books, we plan to make information design which will help us to manage the used book that has been donated to us.

Soon when this movement already established, we also want to make story telling program which is gathered many kids from any different background to listen and laugh out listening a story (we can corporate with Indonesia Bercerita community, that based in Surabaya)

Through this movement, I am sure that reading book will be our new habit and our country will be better in future because future generations have broader insight and knowledge because of reading.

ini posting syukuran karena laptop udah sembuh.. yang tertarik monggo disedot yawss..
yahh ini serial baru yang langsung jadi favorit ku gara2 perannya zoey deschanel yang lucu nan goblok nian. sumpah ya, kalo zoey ga cantik pasti ga termaafkan deh perannya di sini.
gimana ceritanya?
cerita awalnya gara2 si Jess (Zoey Deschanell) diselingkuhin sama pacarnya, dia memutuskan untuk pindah dari apartemennya. Nah di apartemen yang baru ini dia tinggal sama 3 orang cowok yang ga beres semua. Yang Nick, masih sulit move on dari pacarnya. Schmidt, a little bit womanizer tapi agak2 maho plus metroseksual dikit. dan negro satunya (lupa) juga ga jelas kepribadiannya. Sebenernya yang bikin ngakak gara-gara tingkah Jess yang ga wajar. Yaa.. secara Jess kan cantik sewajarnya kalo di film-film biasa tingkahnya normal. Nah ini dia gila abisss... Konyol deh.
O ya, Jess ini juga punya temen model supercantik namanya Cece, yang direbutin sama tiga cowok ini. Tapi mah Cece ogah banget, orang 3 cowok ini ga waras semua.
Pokoknya ngakak lah kalo liat film ini..
nih.. aku kasih link downloadnya yaa..
Biar semua bisa download, aku kasih di Mediafire aja yee.. biar semua yang baca ini bisa download :)

eps 1: Mediafire (pass: escape)
eps 2: Mediafire (pass: escape)
eps 3: Mediafire (pass: escape)
eps 4: Mediafire
eps 5: Mediafire

Selamat ngakak =))

Damput adalah chager laptop tiba2 rusak. Ga ada uang, chager laptop rusak. Tugas blm djkerjain dan semua urusan blm selesai hari ini. Bener2 damput hari ini.

Yayyy!! Finally I found apps to help me posted my blog through my phone. Love love android so much :*

9-11-2011
banyak masalah...
well, sebenernya bukan masalah yang bener2 antara hidup dan mati, tapi lebih masalah ke pergulatan batin..

Finansial.. keuangan lagi memburuk. entah kenapa pemasukan rasanya alot banget, dari jualan online shop ataupun dari nulis artikel (yang sekarang jarang banget). rasa-rasanya kalo aku ga punya passion di apa yang aku kerjakan sekarang, mungkin aku sudah give up. Kalo aku ga seneng jualan baju mungkin aku sudah ga mau lagi karena percuma, cuman rugi adanya. At least, aku belajar dari sini, passion will give you strength in your hardest moment.Aku sadar dan tahu Allah selalu membuka jalan jika aku lebih berusaha. selama ini pun Alhamdulilah aku selalu punya uang, walopun ga berlebih tapi aku merasa tidak pernah merasa kurang. Selalu ada uang walau cuma 10 20 ribu di dompet. Aku ga mau minta ortu kalo ga kepepet, udah terlalu banyak kebutuhan yang harus ditannggung mamapapa. Seenggaknya aku bisamemenuhi kebutuhan ku sendiri.

Kalo ga ada blog ini, jujur aku ga tau mesti cerita sama siapa..
temen? ah enggak ah.. ga enak kalo aku cerita masalah keluarga. they already make me happy with their own way. Kegembiraan yang mereka buat untuk aku rasanya lebih dari cukup buat ngelupain masalah di rumah.
pacar? aku punya pacar? nggak, mungkin lebih tepatnya teman dekat. I've had enough with him. Cerita ke dia malah nambah beban masalah di diriku sendiri. Malah bikin galau sendiri. Mending ga usah cerita apa2, just pretend that I already stand by myself and I don't mind about him. Setiap perkataannya yang merendahkan aku sudah cukup buat aku sakit hati.

blog dan entah siapa yang membaca ini.. Kalian tempat cerita ku yang baru. Kadang aku mungkin akan menulis ide briliant, kegalauan, cerita sedih,senang, hanya sepotong kalimat, hanya ungkapan perasaan, atau mungkin berceloteh tak jelas yang ga ada pointnya.
Aku cuman bisa merasa lega mengingat ada tempat yang tepat menulis semuanya tanpa perlu di judge ini itu menurut pandangan sana sini

sebelumnya agak malu juga sik nulis ini di blog, tapi gimana lagi, ini kejadian lucu banget dan konyol.

Okay.. saya emang kuliah di ITS surabaya, jurusannya ntar aja ya kalo saya rutin update blog ini pasti ketauan juga jurusan apa

Kampus ini punya akun twitter, ga tau deh ini official ato ngga, tapi ngakunya official. http://twitter.com/#!/ITS_Surabaya nah itu udah udah saya kasih link.
Saran saya jangan diliat halaman akun nya aja, tapi di search aja di twitter ITS_Surabaya nah disitu anda bakal nemuin hal yang aneh dan lucu.
kenapa bisa bilang aneh dan lucu?

Karena anda bakal nemuin banyak makian dan kata2 kebun binatang yang ditujukan buat akun ini. Gara-garanya akun ini sering banget bahas masalah ga penting ataupun masalah kontroversial yang berdasarkan opini si admin ini sendiri. well,, tau sendiri kan mahasiswa itu gimanaa...

Kadang saya juga bingung, gimana itu adminnya.. Kalo ditanya adminnya ga mau ngaku dia itu siapa. hahaha, yah gitu deh ciri orang Indonesia. Sok misterius to the max..

Saya cuman kasian aja sama image ITS, secara gitu yaa twitter itu socmed paling happening skrg, orang kalo cari informasi kadang juga perlu liat twitter. apa kata orang luar tentang kampus saya ini...

 ahh semoga admin akun itu sadar deh, tapi yang penting mahasiswa ITS masih berada di jalan yang benar. saya yakin itu :D